Having been a person with marginal boundaries and a lowered sense of self-esteem, I have found myself on a re-current, re-manifesting, false K2 life. Clinging to the ice, my mind bleated, "Hang on." while another voice murmured, "You gotta turn back.".
I have divorced yet another emotional mini me. Today and yesterday and the day before that, I began again the process of building the life that I truly want, while releasing that which does not serve me. I no longer bend to the promises (too often lined with fleece) of another's needy, lonely heart. Today I stand protected, confident, calm. Today I move when I say move. I am the important one, no longer the invisible one, no longer self-deprecating, no longer saying what I don't mean at all. I decide which people will be in my life. If you are not chosen, I am not sorry. I am elated as the shadow mountain of judgement disintegrates while I stand trumphant among the ashes. I finally have a boundary that no one can cross. I firmly stand re-committed to the creation of my life rather than destruction of it.
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